ANother rant I fear to say

I am an innately boring human being that feels a constant need to express myself through an unmitigating channel like the internet. I concede I am serverely insecure, and hence, this constant need to validate myself here. But I am normal. Oh, i suppose I am no more insecure then the average person, well teenager. I think most people feel a need to knock themselves about any aspect of their being, is because we feel we are suppose to. If one girl, for instance says she's fat, she should rightly expect a simultaneous chorus of "you're not fat" and "look at my ass." Now I know I am amn't fat, and this situation is incredibly hypothetical, I assure. But it is important to note that people who are perceived to be healthily thin (like myself I am told) still feel the shame of having a little extra weight in certain area's afore mentioned. We don't see ourselves through rightful eyes. Our roses tinted glasses were shattered somewhere along this pathway we call life, (cliched i know) and are now slashing the eyes of the barer (less clichéd). So please forgive the lost soul for struggling to see their beauty behind those blood tinted specs. Its more important that we sit back and identify what perhaps is most wrong with ourselves, whether it be our appearance, intelligence, or maybe just personality. I wouldn't be surprised to find the average person having to make amends in more then one.

For me, appearance is something that is not advisable to ever mention, to any human being as long as you can control your emotions. I say this because most people do not see those petty flaws you are haunted by. And dishing them out so rashly only highlights something one wants blatantly ignored.
Personality is a big one. I am a nice, caring person, but I can only take mal-treatment (lets say) for so long before the effort of forgiveness outways any reward. I also have a pleasant tendency to immeadiately judge a person readily. Usually its based around some kind of academic aspiration etc. I regret to say i am academically shallow :( Lets see how karma bites me eh?
Well intelligence fits in here too. But i do very much appreciate the art and abilities at cunning. Its very useful anf tactically clever art to impliment. Not sure how good I am at it, but id imagine poor. I'm more the win allies with honey etc.

Cheerio non existant readers. I only write here for practice for me LC anyways.
Lady Shareefy